.these are the words you wish you wrote down.

what a night

2004-03-31T16:35:43Z

damn crazy night last night with liprings, alcohol, police, tickets, little paper umbrellas, 48 packs of M&Ms, boys wearing bras, 'the erin acoustic song', body butter, mikes hard lemonade, falling, singing, getting lost on campus, my roomie smelling like hotdogs, my trucker hat going mia, virginia plates, makign fun of the dtr dvd, prank calling kenny, my bed breaking, talkin to rick drunk off my ass, 24 crunch bars...

oh man what a fucking amazing night

halfway_torn @ 2004-03-21T16:06:00

2004-03-21T21:07:14Z

vagrant ruined from autum to ashes..i wonder what the will do to the boys from jersey ;/

hm

2004-03-20T16:35:13Z

not really impressed with the new re-recorded hellogoodbye ep....i kinda like the first ep i had better ;)

wow

2004-03-06T02:49:12Z

wow okay today has to be the most amazing day ever bc 1) i found out TEN is commin to tcnj again and 2) i went to fordham to visit a friend and guess who was there..oooh tsl..and yea i got to talk to ken and we r tight now hahahaa..not quite but he said we could chill at S&S hahaha...

...what a day what a DAY

yayyyy

2004-03-05T19:03:56Z

sooo....TEN is commin to my school with less then jake

im so excited that i might pee my pants :) hahahhaa

..kidding BUT i am real excited

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2004-03-02T02:35:18Z

why do so many people have to be such fucking flakes...

makes me sad inside

irule

2004-02-28T06:31:47Z

so iu went out tontie with my firndss and i made somes drunekn tezts (shaundraasd
0 ands guess who i caled hahahahhaha

ifu guesss it right ill fgive u a daollar :)

hehe

2004-02-27T14:06:42Z

hehehhe i feel special bc i have the entire hellogoodbye ep before its internet release date :)

little things make me happy :)

tons of peopel probably have it and will be like 'this girl is stupid' but.. dont burst my bubble ok? hahha

damn straight

2004-02-23T02:23:13Z

Take chances, tell the truth, date someone totally wrong for you, say no, spend all your cash, fall in love, get to know someone random, BE RANDOM, say I love you, sing out loud, laugh at a stupid joke, cry, get revenge, apologize, tell someone how much they mean to you, tell a jerk what you feel about him, let someone know what they're missing, stalk someone, blackmail, laugh til your stomach hurts, smile when no one is looking, live...

oh boy

2004-02-18T01:40:04Z

so i have finally found my purpose in life...i prep and go out with a guy just long enough for the relationship to end and for them to find their perfect soulmate right after. thats right...happened with jeff and now ryan. the relationship ends...im left in the dirt, and they go on to find a girl that is everything i was, wasnt, and more.

so whose next in line hmm? who would like me to stand beside them long enough for them to find their other half in a different person.

when is it my turn? </3

arg

2004-02-15T18:34:48Z

so valentines day turned out to be ok..alissa and ashley are talking to me once again which made me happy..we drank alottt..stumbled the halls for a while..good times...

went to bed at around 2...and at 3:30AM..what happened?? ohhhh thats right a FIRE ALARM...so the entire buildng had to go out side and stand for an hour..which i didnt mind too much bc we were all still drunk and i had fun hahah..but yea..3:30 is not fun

skate n surf is comming along great.. a couple people want to go all 3 dayd with me, so we will see how it goes..i hope i go bc it will be tonnnnns of fun :D

oh ya and friday i went to see days away (they will be at S&S too)..they played their set, it was good and htne after we talked for awhile and they were nice kids..hopefully ill see them at S&S

dgrgr

2004-02-14T16:55:43Z

no valentines day for me..nope thats right none....instead i name this "day" black saturday...thats right, black saturday....so for anyone that agrees on the suckiness of this "holiday"...will all of you be my black saturdayers? hahaha :)

halfway_torn @ 2004-02-12T10:23:00

2004-02-12T15:24:13Z

for some reason today i woke up with the notion that kenny vasoli should do another j.lo. cover, but entitle it "kenny from the block"

...i have a weird feeling he would thouroughly enjoy it hahhaa

halfway_torn @ 2004-02-11T22:04:00

2004-02-12T03:04:43Z

i want someone to lay down with and listen to music..

where are you?

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oo baby

2004-02-05T22:27:45Z

jeremey from the real world/road rules challenge is officially my boyfriend..slap a guitar in his hands, and possibly a lip ring..and we r so an item hahah

... hand off bitches ;)

oh yes, i am currently in the band "jamacian handjob" and making appearances in songs playing instruments including:
1) scratching the table
2)triangle
3)shaking a water bottle with a huge chunk of ice in it

watch out for us on purevolume and we might hit your town on our east coast tour this spring

hahahhaa

randomness

2004-02-02T04:51:35Z

i am hands down the best line maker....

of crushed marshmellows that is

time to vent

2004-01-31T02:13:02Z

alright so as the title goes, this entry is going to be all venting, basically on the subject of my friends.

i have basically 3 other friends that i have been friends with for about 3 years now. All three of them have ben friends since they ere little, so naturally im the odd one out. it never really bothered me until recently. It just seems like they try to keep everything within their little group

example 1) when school began we would always spend the weekends together partying and drinking. My friend ashley used to come down every weekend bc she went to school back at home, and we all used to just drink and be funny and happy. We would all pitch in to pay the price of the alcohol, and then drink whatever we wanted to... now, just tonite, ashley visited for the first time since we came back from winter break. i go to visit them, and their door was locked and no one answered when i knocked, which was fine, i just thought they werent there so i called them. My friend alissa answrred and said they were in the room but just didnt hear ne knock, which was totalll bs.

Also ashleys uncle just died, and she ws really depressed. I really didnt knwo what to say bc i know when my aint died, whenever someone would say 'im so sorry' or 'sorry to hear that' i would just get even more upset, so i just tolkd her that i was sorry and that was all. She obviously took that the wrong way and made her away message soemthing like "bla bla your so self involved and u dont care about what people are goign through bla bla'. i asked her if it was about me and she never answered me, which kinda gave me the clue it was abotu me, which i thought was messed up bc i did care.

Now they are all beign weird towrds me and like almost not including me. i feel really sad bc like i wanna stay friends with them here at school, but my new friends are so much nicer, and actually act like they want to be around me. Im so torn. kinda funny how my user name on here relates to that nnow that i think about it. ha.. Beyonce was right, i guess i do have to be my own best friend lol (corny i know, but its tru)

also tonite my other friend laurens sister was comming, and shes 21. So lauren was going to go out to dinner and maybe out for the night with here. Ahley and alissa said they werent going to go with her, but alissas away message said 'visiting jess' (which is ashleys cousin)...so i was like ok they will be back soon. Too bad i went to get dinner downstairs and jess came up to me and asked me if her cousin was even here yet. Fucking messed up.

i feel so alone and torn and sad and i dont even know what to do

the worst part is they are the kinda peopel that if u ask if anythign is wrong or if one of them is mad at you, they will say no to ur face, but then go to the other 2 and talk shit. so basiically i have no clue what to think and it makes me really sad and i really just want to get away form it all

now.

uh...

2004-01-30T00:36:09Z

tell me this isnt the most disturbing 9 year old youve ever seen ::shutters::

(way right)

hot damn

2004-01-25T03:53:58Z

who played the keytar with art alexakis from everclear last night...

..oh yea ME :D

crazy night

2004-01-21T19:09:08Z

so last night was pretty crazy...a couple of you experienced my drunkenness over the internet..oops..hahah....took some pics, thought id share lol

^^...dave biting the shit out of my roomie

..then strangling her with the infamous 'floppy cock'

can anyone make sense of this sign? and why they were selling it at Shop Rite??

aha

2004-01-21T08:05:10Z

ok sooooooooo....i had alittle to muhc to drink tontr an gurss whos is my myspace buddy....,g,!!!!!! bahhaa so funny

i apologize mucho to sarah who had to deal with my drunken IM;s

i like surverys way to much

2004-01-21T02:25:24Z

* . . . W O U L D Y O U R A T H E R . . .*
1) pierce your nose or tongue? tounge
2) be serious or be funny? funny
3) drink whole or skim milk? skim

* . . . A R E Y O U . . .*
4) simple or complicated? Sim a complicated person..i give points to anyone that could figure me out lol

* . . . D O Y O U P R E F E R . . . *
5) flowers or angels? angels
6) grey or gray? gray
7) color or black-and-white photos? Black and White
8) lust or love? love
9) sunrise or sunset? sunset
10) M&Ms or Skittles? M&Ms
11) rap or rock? rock
12) staying up late or waking up early? staying up late
13) TV or radio? tv
15) eating apples or oranges? apples

* . . . A N S W E R T R U T H F U L L Y . . . *
16) Do you have a crush?: common now...sure i do ;)
17) Who is it? you know it

* . . . D O Y O U P R E F E R . . . *
18) being hot or cold? cold bc then u can get blankets to make u warm..beign hot is gross lol
19) tall members of the opposite sex? Def.
20) sun or moon? moon
21) emeralds or rubies? hmm rubies?
22) left or right? eh
23) having 10 acquaintances or 1 best friend? hmm not sure on this one
24) sun or rain? sun
25) vanilla ice cream or chocolate ice cream? vanilla
27) green beans or carrots? Green Beans
26) boys or girls? they both can be pains
28) low fat or fat free? eh.

* . . . M I S C E L L A N E O U S . . . *
29) What is your biggest fear in the world? Being alone
30) Kids or no kids? Kids
31) Cat or dog? dog
32) Half empty or half full? half empty
33) Mustard or ketchup? honey mustard mmm
34) Hard cover books or soft cover books? Hard Cover
35) Newspaper or magazine? magazine
36) Sandals or sneakers? sandals
37) Wonder or amazement? amazement
38) Red car or white car? white
39) Happy and poor or sad and rich? i don't think i'll be sad if i were rich
40) Singing or dancing? dancing =D
41) Hugging or kissing? Both :-) but kisses are hott
42) Corduroy or plain? Plain
43) Happy or sad? happy!! :-)
45) Blonds, brunettes? i want to be a brunette lol

* . . . A B O U T Y O U . . . *
What time is it? 9:22 pm
Full name? Erin Elizabeth Wilk
Nicknames: er..koosh
Names and ages of siblings? none
Number of candles that appeared on your last birthday cake? 18
Date that you regularly blow them out? 4 10
Pets? 2 gerbil-riely
Height? 5'4
Eye color? blue
Hair color? blondish
Piercing(s)? ears, belly

* . . . W H A T D O Y O U W A N T . . .*
Where do you want to live? Somewhere warm
How many kids do you want? 1-3
What kind of job do you want? Something in the music industry
Do you want to get married? Of course

dorrm room

2004-01-19T02:15:54Z

so we re-did our whole room and took the bunk beds apart but i want to make my side (right) a little more spiffier ahhaa...suggestions are welcome

this will be the longest entry to date (complete with pictures :) )

2004-01-17T20:30:00Z

ok so...we will start from the way beginning of this odd day with the dream sequence that went one before i opened my eyes this morning....

im in this awesome house, the kind you see on MTV's cribs..its got everything and its just awesome...im sleeping on the floor for some reason next to my twin. (note: i dont have a twin really, but i always wanted one so this was the start of the weirdness)....then for some reason my parents friends sons, dylan and frankie (4 and 6) come into the room..mind you dylan (4) has been in love with me since he was 2 (in real life)..so that was random and funny...and then all of a sudden my parents friends daughters,amanda and jaime,(17 and 18) (who are also the typical club music sluts) come into the room and are singing HiPV's song "20 below"...and i got really mad because why is SHE singing this great song....so i got mad, and apparently so did my twin, and we started to punch and hit the sluts hahaha...and got them out of the house? and then suddenly andrew from SoCo, ken from TSL, garrett and dan from SF, and ace,jeff,and joe from TEN are there?????? your guess is as good as mine at this point...and apparently .g. had a twin named john too?? odd. lol..and there are also tons of people i dont even know show up in the backyard for a concert? then i woke up hahaa

so i woke up very confused and everything..

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so then i went on a massive shopping trip and went to target to get blue rope lights,icicle lights,blcklight,lava lamp, new jeans,a storage container,hooks, my check form work ($400..woo!)..a dunkachino, and thats all....

then i went to finally get my damn new Blink 182 cd bc ive been lazy as hell and didnt get it sooner.. and also the HOTTEST poster of tom delonge ever..

can i have sex with this guy right now please? bc this is the hottest thing i have ever seen hahaha...if a kid looks exactly like the above picture...i will make all the marriage arrangements right away..kthanks lol

hm what else...i should put more pics up but i didnt take anymore haha...maybe later ill go picture happy

waa-hoo

2004-01-16T05:33:41Z

so i bought myself some new kicks today for those days when i feel like being all comfy :)

(excuse the white-ness, summer cant come soon enough haha)